♥♥♥

Stand

2012-01-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

"You should never assume that somebody loves you by only seeing their sweetness.
sometimes you should believe in the fact that you're just an option when they're bored."

Control

2012-01-11T03:22:00.003+08:00

Learning to take control in all aspects of life.
Life skills, you can get them everywhere, from anyone but it takes a lifetime to apply.

Training is indeed, fruitful to some extent!

Its war tomorrow, challenging myself once again;

"quitting's out of the question this time,
when it gets tough we gonna fight some more!"

Didi's POP!

2012-01-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

I survived a crazy sleepless night
(big shades to hide those blood shot eyes!)
to attend Didi's POP early on a Saturday morning;
it was well worth, sweeping across this field of greens,
I can't help but feel this sense of loyalty and attachment to the country I grew up in;
deeply rooted in the underneath, most in-depth part of the heart I never knew.

That makes me question myself and my choice in life.

Army boys becoming men!

What a pleasant sight!

The awesome view reflected by the brilliant golden sunlight, with the perfect painting of baby blue skies with white clouds in the background, of those blocks and blocks of tall buildings.

It made me kind of fell in love with Singapore all over again!

Heavy-hearted

2012-01-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

Too many things have changed before the transition into this new year. Adapting part is almost done, down to acceptance and moving on. Easier said than done, as always!

Dinner with the boys last night was great, late night Malaysia trip was awesome.

Sometimes all you need is a good stay out from home, atmosphere filled with fresh crisp air, buoyed by the comfort of old friendships and laughters, temporarily free of the uncertainties that surround the rest of life. I'm sure there's a better word than "distraction" to this.

That was the first gathering with the boys. (:

Just then, I went out for some fresh breathers and cravings killing
& ended up having a good walk under those red lanterns and
brightly-lit bustling streets filled with lively, enthusiastic people!

I like to blend in and squeeze with the jolly bunch to feel the simple bliss!

It somewhats ease those weight in my heart &
those emotional thoughts that my hormones sent for the new year!

Bare-face for the start!

I hate you, period! :c

Cheers to the New Year!

2012-01-01T14:37:00.001+08:00

Let bygones be bygones, past be past.
Look back for the last time, and move forward this time!
No promises that things will be better, but not too worst,
as long as there's determination and effort, it will be worth!

Hello 2012, please be gentle and kind, patient and generous!

I did my reflections, not thorough but good enough.

2011 provided endless insights and perspectives, invaluable lessons and great experiences and big major drastic changes. I'm grateful for everyone I've met, for all the nice people who crossed my path and who cared and loved me, and all that have stayed by me and supported me in a way. I am truly blessed and fortunate. I'm counting them, my blessings!

I won't ask for more, but please don't let it be less.

First half of the year was hectic; the usual work, school, money & exams!
Things were easier, goal was clear;
more working hours, more $$$, study hard and pass all papers!

Second half of the year was foreign & fresh, unforgettable & sweet.
My USA work&travel and the most amazing trip ever.
So much to say, to summarize it all, a breathtaking, beautiful summer of a lifetime.
I've learned nothing more than a higher level of appreciating all the simple pleasures of life,
and taking time to realize it by people who bother to share and give more!
Too many awesome people, big hearts and infinite hugs.

Grateful, loads of thanks. XO

A peaceful, quiet and simple end to 2011 for me,
& another hectic start, trying to rush to catch the first fireworks for the year.
Late by a few minutes, but it was a fantastic one.

I love fireworks and I'm glad that was how I spent my first few moments,
reminiscing all the good recollections of them & welcoming the new ones!

Look forward to a better, fruitful year!
Happy new 2012 to all of my awesome people! ♥

Happy Birthday to Sherwin!

2011-12-29T02:04:00.000+08:00

You can easily tell how rapid time flies by the transformations of a kid...

This was 5 years back...

Down to 3 years...

& now!

Happy tenth birthday, my lovely chub!
May you do well and better this upcoming year, loads of love!

Its just amazing how fast kids grow,
I used to take that as a cliche comment from adults but LOOK!

We just learn and see things differently as we grow, don't we?

I've dug out loads of old pictures I took & here's one with him!

Young innocence, adorable! :)

We had a short celebration at Cynthia's.
Everything was good, we each had a slice of rich chocolate cake,
& the night ended with card games!

This is the other small devil..

I love you both!

Happy Boxing!

2011-12-26T15:56:00.001+08:00

Finally went for it!
& I was home the entire day!

LOVE IT CLEAN, SEXY!

How do people spend boxing day?
Rest and recover from hangovers for many, I guess?

Peace & Love for Xmas

2011-12-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Cutest loveliest puppy ever!
Doesn't bark, doesn't bite! :)

My christmas gifts,
pretty cheeky friends I have!

Riding out at night for some peace-loving boxing day chilling!

HAVE A FUN XMAS, ALL LOVELY PEOPLE! :)

JPO

2011-12-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

Instant recollections of those images from US,
no doubt it was from the same people who brought these stores.
The structures and outlook are so much alike to the ones we patronized in Vegas and LA.

Seems like yesterday to me, again!

It wasn't as much as what US offers.
I'm not disappointed though, blessed to have been to the better ones!

Some of the big brands are still not operating for business.

First picture before we headed out!

& a final picture before we left!

Check out my shopping bag, it wasn't anything much.
Everything inside that bag could be easily found at the basement of Wisma.

A meaningful Christmas eve spent with my family, away from Singapore!

Party pictures another time!
I'm traveling back time to pen down my life. Hehehe!

My christmas eve was the most amazing, ever, btw! :)

Wisdom from a friend

2011-12-22T11:28:00.004+08:00

"yes, and sometimes that is the best, to remember what you had together and not regret it, but understand that it wasn't meant to be"

-AK :)

West With The Best

2011-12-21T12:55:00.001+08:00

So I've been waking up early everyday,
as much as I hate to because it would mean more food intake!

Was supposed to meet MJ for lunch but mum bought me too heavy a meal for breakfast,
so now I'm basically eating and surfing net again.

I've been doing alot of career research
but I'm still lost.

Where do I find an occupation that flies me everywhere
to get things done at each end?

Sighs, its troubling me so much!
Okay, time to leave home;
we are conquering west side today,
its been long since i set my footsteps there!

Mid life crisis really sucks,
I really wished I did not graduate,
or did not even return here!

CIAO! (:

Bibigo

2011-12-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Dinner with a rare guest & her plus one.
Thought it would be rather awkward,
But turned out it was rather laid back and enjoyable!

It was KOREAN again;
same cuisine, same people!

Best korean spicy tofu soup I've ever had;
I've always thought Shin instant noodle's was the best!

The main purpose of the dinner wasn't fulfill,
so I'm looking forward to the next, I hope! c:

1st Xmas Exchange for 2011

2011-12-20T02:46:00.004+08:00

The weather, today, made me too lethargic to move,
and too lazy to leave my shelter!

But well, it was my first christmas gathering
with F4 and folks at Swensens!

It was worth it, though! :)

Damn unglam, CHU!

My salmon mushroom baked rice!

Presssssseeeennnnnttts!
& all of us..

...& guess what?

I got O&OSF's present,
a chocolate fondue set!

& it was HTHT session with O&OSF at Starbucks
before we part at our usual bus stop for our last bus!
It was way sweeeeeet, i like! :)

Sunday Night

2011-12-18T01:24:00.005+08:00

Simple day with family.
Movie, window shopping and supper.

We had fun grabbing random glasses to snap!
LOL!

Full-filling day

2011-12-16T22:26:00.005+08:00

Today was really packed and fruitful, i guess.
Energy was fully put to use and drained at the end of the day.

Well, it started off with going to the Post Office
to getting all the Xmas stuff shipped to different places!

The middle, left and right parcels are going to places I wished I could be at!
IT WAS FREAKING EXPENSIVE! :(

Right after, I rushed to get my nails done,
all thanks to the deal I got online which I found myself
somewhat, as good as not getting any!
They charged me for soaking off for my previous gel!

Got myself a colour that is relatively new and vibrant! :)

Then it was off to interview in town,
meeting old mate and her family at Bugis for praying,
then off to dinner with two strong macho guys!

It was some authentic Korean place
that WS recommended.

It was kinda good for a rainy night,
beer and grilled fatty meat, and spicy stuff!

By the end of dinner, all of us reek of the grill smell
& I was already stand-sleeping!

...and that was my full 12 hours of outdoor without sleep!
My eyes are shutting...

Cousins Day

2011-12-14T18:27:00.001+08:00

My two little devils;
we sang to different songs on MTV
& I was truly fascinated that they rapped to "Superbass"!

Tuition - Vivo City - Haagen Daz - Home

There goes my Tuesday! :)

Golden friendship

2011-12-07T23:45:00.004+08:00

Heartwarming home-cooked food and
Haagen Daz with an old mate.

Plus a long walk home and loads of talks.

Girly Lunch

2011-11-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

I'm really glad I've been catching up with all my girlies
ever since I got back.

Although I would have to admit that I really could count all of them with my fingers
and not use them up, completely.

I'm still thankful those that I have are the ones that really matter!

We did lunch on a drizzling breezy morning,
I don't have to elaborate the sluggishness within and the reluctance to get off bed.
But we made it, before the rain got heavier!

2pm @ Holland Village;;

EWF breaded salmon that I've been craving.
Love it!

& these are the people sharing my table...

...I do think we need to take a new picture soon!

P/S: My vegetarian friend converted! I'm intrigued! :)

Stranded

2011-11-04T02:31:00.001+08:00

我是很喜欢你，但那又能改变什么？

Salads

2011-10-30T16:29:00.001+08:00

4 months of Wendy's and making salad
is just like another piece of cake! :)

A pity lettuce in Singapore aren't even good,
not even close to those I could get from Walmart,
cost and quality can't even match!

HOW I MISS MY WALMART! :(

Changes, again

2011-10-30T04:34:00.001+08:00

Nothing is permanent, except changes!

Wise words, indeed!

I've been back for a couple of weeks, too many transitions and unfamiliarities all around,
it makes me feel so foreign and out of place in this piece of land I've been breathing in for the past two decades.

18th Floor Balcony

2011-07-16T16:09:00.005+08:00

I'm so into love songs mood now, its so wrong when I have less than 5 hours left to rest.

The more i learn, the more i love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you, i love you, no matter what...

First time, after a month, I'm starting to feel that I'm accepting this place,
like finally there's something I look forward to (:

Within me

2011-07-16T06:56:00.005+08:00

I have given it a serious thought, in my best tamed emotions and the perfect state of mind, in the lonely nights and bright noons with no one around. Those whom are genuinely concern, who did make efforts to find me and know about whats going on and those who simply find excuses to not to do so. People do get tired of trying, trying to hard to make things work.

I guess, somehow deep inside, I've already had the answer to the question I shunned from, right from the start of this trip, or even way before.

There's always a limit to stubbornness and determination.

Maybe its time to stop running away and face the music...

IT'S OVER.

On the 7th of 7

2011-07-08T08:14:00.004+08:00

I missed the simple pleasures in life; like staying home on an off day on this glaring sunny afternoon, or the idea of just plainly hanging out with the best mates and chilling over coffee and tea and little gossips and chats.

I'm so gonna take a months break when I'm back from US and enjoy spending time with loved ones, hanging around and doing nothing!

Missed those impromptu outings with D!

Missed doing crazy stupid things with F4 and laughing our asses away!

I miss you my true o&osf. Its hard to find someone like you with all the greatest good intentions for me. Good gfs are like diamonds, seriously!

Guidance to home

2011-07-07T16:25:00.005+08:00

Sailors would tattoo nautical stars on them because they relied on the stars to take them home, and being superstitious, they hoped their star tattoos would get them home safely as well.

So a case could be made that the nautical star would be a symbol of guidance. Now as time has passed the nautical stars represent the direction of one's life, for those of us who are not sailors but still need guidance.

Awesome people I've spent my entire day with.

Emotions rich

2011-07-06T15:59:00.004+08:00

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand

>>>>>>>>

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

>>>>>>>>

ROLLING IN THE DEEP.
F AWESOME MAX!

Gone

2011-07-01T16:47:00.004+08:00

爱到妥协到头来还是误解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

Cheng xim max.

Chocolate dosage can heal everything;
thats why I'm baking everyday. (:

Nemesis

2011-06-25T15:16:00.005+08:00

Last night was shit; and I know I would be shitty till something is done from the management to ease everyone's locked heart. Lesson learnt, where there's self against the world, of whom doesn't concern one and presence would not cause any butterfly effect in life, always fight a good battle for your own. Everyone is for self. I shouldn't have let out my bed out of courtesy when its not appreciated.

No matter what, I've found my own comfort zone again, but that again, would not last for long. Everything here is somewhat temporary till July. July quick come, and then August would be comfort settling down for a month, and then its time to pack up once September is here! Can't wait! I miss my own cosy nest!

That is for last night, italian! & it was well consumed within 10 mins? & there's special request to cook that again when I'm free. I'm so known as the good chef here! HAHAHAH! House wife material.

& this is my favourite cookie; strawberry shortcake! Cookies are everywhere here, and I learnt its a courtesy to offer a new neighbour cookies when you first greet them! I haven't received mine, and I have been bugging my neighbour (friend) now for them! Shall blog about them soon! They are mad awesome bunch!

Saw this at Walmart ytd, instant muffin from Sara Lee, cheap, hassle free, instant and delicious max. I'll go stock up soon! Americans are so lazy, they have everything instant and readily prepared, don't know to hate or love.

So the main highlight of this post is.......

My first meagre pay cheque! (:
Its pretty nothing much but I did feel something since its the FIRST that I've earned overseas!

Next post is gonna be chummies and chill outs!
Stay tuned!

好人也会累的！

Cook

2011-06-22T12:54:00.008+08:00

I've always love grocery-shopping and cooking, guess there's still a little girl in me and I'm not completely hopeless. Despite knowing that this job is sucky, somehow, a part of me wanted to unlock myself to these cooking experiences.

I wouldn't say W is a bad place to be in, burning gases from the brown oil aside. Through the week, I've somehow mastered salad making techniques and types, essential deep frying tips in order for food to stay crispy and tasty, a little of burger making and frosties and shakes and parfaits. It isn't exactly bad, for I would never have known all these.

Apart from all these, I've also learnt to appreciate chinese food and is slowly picking up pieces through practice. I do really enjoy cooking, and I would love to live in an apartment on my own.

The purpose of this blog post is to showcase the food that we've had for the past week, time flies isn't it?

Here goes...

Stew potato, sausage and pork with eggy garden vege.
Served with garlic butter rice.

Cheesy and chilli sausage with mashed and mushroom sauce.

Sausage chives omelette with garlic sauteed mushrooms.

I'm planning Italian on this Fri for my off day, or Chinese again, this time maybe a 3 dish with soup. Shall see my mood, i cook according to my mood (:

园游会

2011-06-21T15:06:00.007+08:00

I need to be up in 5 hours time, yet I'm somehow wide awake at 1am here.
Decided to do a little update!

Dickinson is a little tad too peaceful and quiet, the most exciting thing we could find was a temporary 5-days carnival that had rides similar to that of our Escape Theme Park back in town. We didn't want to ride on any of those, neither do we wanna waste our hard-earned bucks on those silly games designed to con. All of us just walked in to get a feel of the nostalgic fun and happiness, and to witness the most exciting happening in the town.

The classic ferris.

Upfront with candy shades of umbrella coned shelters!

That's like the scariest ride they have.

Ukrainian, American and Singaporean.

Us.. with the China guys!
Half of the whole bunch, the other half were on noon shift!

The so-called shopping mall is way pathetic. Even our heartlander streets have shops that carried more than what they have. Pictures will be up when I take, its too boring to even wanna take out anything from the bag. HAHAHAHA!

So far, thou there's nothing much here, all of us have been spending quite a bit of our money...
& where do you think these few hundreds would go but....

Seen clearly how ginormous is it?
Our favourite WALMART, that's like twice the size of an expo hall!

We have decided to ban ourselves from going there till end of month!
& thats the reason....

We can't stop ourselves from succumbing to these prices!!!

Greetings!

2011-06-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

Hello (kitty!) from USA
on my 2nd off day! (:

I'm so over the moon cause I just skyped with mummy,
can totally feel the love and concern!

Absence indeed makes the heart grows fonder!
I miss all of youuuuuuu!

Lazy Song

2011-06-17T11:33:00.002+08:00

I have so many things to say,
but today I don't feel like doing anything!

I'm more or less settled down in a room of my own,
more than comfort now - worth fighting for.

Check out the transformations!

Pathetic max.

Luxurious max but nothing is forever.

The rest of the girls are sharing.
& bunk beds are arriving next week so I should just enjoy inner peace while I can!

And this was my first home cooked meal with the guys, one of the dishes was prepared by me.

It was awesome max, I dig guys who could whip up good dishes - bonus!
& I must say the chinese guys did a great job.

Dealing with cooking equipments in restaurant is such an awful experience.
I have never thought I would lower myself down to perform such task;
but the outcome of the entire experience is worth it and I can already see!
job scope and scald scars aside!

More to come! I wouldn't say I'm completely versatile and well-adapted
but I'm slowly accepting this place, and loving it!

Dickinson is a small, quiet and peaceful town,
there's nothing to hate about here, and thats where you could reside for retirement.

Uncertainty

2011-06-12T00:51:00.002+08:00

What do people do, apart from sleeping, on a 24 hour flight and journey to an unfamiliar land?

I thought of revamping my blog layout, but i clearly forgot the existence of airplane mode. Now what else, I've grabbed a few copies of good read, and some movie disc to accompany me. Which part of the "NEVER ENOUGH" do i need?

Packing is such a tedious bitch, its almost never-ending.

How do you gage for a 4 months trip?

SHOES SHOES SHOES

2011-06-08T13:37:00.004+08:00

OMG I NEED NEW...

SHOES!

Felt so helpless when I could only be gazing thru the windows at those gorgeous pairs of heels each shimmering with their unique beauty.

It just kills me each & every single time I had to stop myself from getting!

US TRIP BETTER BE SHOE-FUL.

Around the World

2011-06-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

We'll be flying from Dakota to New York to Canada to San Francisco, will definitely be at Grand Canyon, Las Vegas Caesar's, Hollywood and Outlet malls. & then we'll fly through Taiwan, I'm looking at Taipei and Ximending with my good bud!

So exciteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed even planning and certainly have to plan!

OOOOOH & ALSO MSIA THIS WEEKEND! WHEEEE!

>>>>>>>SINGAPORE OCTOBER 2011 (:

Nymph of the Nile

2011-05-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

Just had my bread and tea while baking in the heat from the basking sun in the company of my short comedies; all within the walls of my consciously-cosy nest.

I kinda like this feeling!
Being awake like any saint at the right time and enjoying a carefree noon!

Too much of anything can make you sick,
even the good can be a curse!

I'm so done with Zouk for the month!

Everyday I'm Shuffling

2011-05-26T17:27:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥

My pathetic detox day!

Back alive

2011-05-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!

As i sink into this deep abyss, I'm glad we're done once and for all!
I smell freedom... and next, the inextricable society stress.

好累啊!

2011-05-23T02:06:00.000+08:00

天啊!!!

杀了我吧...

Hundreds of pages pages pages of words

2011-05-22T23:10:00.004+08:00

I fell into deep concussion after my law paper on Friday and immediately i sensed it coming along the way; the same old viral infection that has been haunting me; too frequent this month. My stress management level has indeed, reached its minimum at this critical point of life.

Can't we just be forever young and immune to these sick shit?

Anyway, it was a great and quick battle, kinda too early to say but I'm strong enough I guess? Fought it through with fragments of fatigue still lingering upon me, every now and then and especially when i begin flipping through the pages.

One more day of forceful book-loving and I'm free forever!

and my study desk would never be the same again!

On a side note, based on an analytic view, KOI was consumed a day before war was declared between my internal immune and myself.

I'm putting it on BAN LIST as of now.

Under pressure & disappointment

2011-05-15T20:13:00.002+08:00

Should have known, seen it coming all along.

The issue was me and the problem existed within the self-identity.

On a general level, the sociological concept itself has led internal battle war amongst the cells generating those nonessential thoughts at this moment. It somehow boils down to the tolls sociology and psychology has taken its aspects on. Which do we sustain more and by how much?

& why do I have to be constantly mad with inefficiencies and deficiencies of others?

WHY CAN'T THE BLOODY MAIL REACH ME AS SIMPLE AS IT WAS POSTED?

& I hate the thought of the sight of my $ being disposed off since there is no return address provided.

[PMS SHOULD HAVE BEEN OVER BY NOW!]

One down

2011-05-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

BID A GOOD FAREWELL TO MSM! (:

May you be my only hope I could pin on out of these 3 years
that does not lead me to disappointment on par with the expectation!

Worst case scenario

2011-05-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

EXAM + PERIOD

句号

2011-04-30T19:05:00.001+08:00

就这样，不想，不看，不闹，
再也不渴望什么了。

阴天

2011-04-25T12:09:00.001+08:00

开始总是分分钟都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
除了激情褪去后的那一点点倦
也许像谁说过的贪得无厌
活该应了谁说过的不知检点
总之那几年感性赢了理性的那一面

Magical

2011-04-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

Ponders upon me how two complete strangers get to meet. At the same coincidental time and place.

Is this what we call destiny pre-arranged by fate?

Take a bow

2011-04-19T06:16:00.001+08:00

Mathematical Equations

2011-04-14T02:38:00.001+08:00

Its the time of the school semester where you can't even breathe in the school library and have to be in campus early enough to get a study desk that your sorry ass have to torment and sit through the few hours of mental torture you force yourself into. For the long haul - you wished!

6 hours of lecture in a row is no child's play; I could never sit still and through.
& just when you nod your head in consensus of my previous statement, lets integrate the equation.

Let x be the 6 hours lecture, for which x = mental struggle
Let y be the 4 hours of work before the lecture, in which y = mental + emotional torture from uncooperative and cunt people you have to face and attend to on a daily basis.
Let z be the 2 hours of traveling time, in which z = physical torment from countless steps on the pathways and uneducated commuters (Need I mention more about the predictable typical unsights you see in "stomp" everyday?)

In full we have x + y + z = 12 hours of torture in life and an indefinite amount of stress you never would want to know. x + y + z = 13 April 2011. Tragic lightning strucked thrice in a day!

Okay, as of now, my mind is zonked out already, suffice to say.

But the equation was part of life's mandatory; of which I could afford "float time", in short and MSM term, is slack! I could not possibly let life suck me into this sanctum of sorrow misery.

x was reduced to near zero in the end, i lived my day worthwhile catching up with friends I've never met for such long periods, catching up with personal space and love and ended my day with catching up of syllabus that I've planned - incumbent nevertheless!

That was my day, and x stays in my agenda list till Friday! Should i be thankful?

What are the chances?

2011-04-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

My final few trips to school before I officially step into hasty society but what are the chances that I need not enter into the cruel world and compete for survival of fittest and struggle with meager minimal income while providing for the ones who brought all these to me?

Have you got your personal series of "what are the chances ofs"?

Moments ago, I witnessed one. Here you go, if you could understand! (:

EFFOUR & SIMPEEPS

2011-03-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

A quiet night of severe hunger pangs summoned nothing but mindful thoughts.
I hope this distraction could ward off the sinful food images occupying my mind.

Thoughts of the day: Incredible Friendship (:

Its amazing how we multiplied; from two to four;

& yes we all know that two is better than one;
who knows we could improvise it again..

"So maybe it's true that I can't live without yall
And maybe FOUR is better than TWO..."

& when you think thats the end, we have more hoping into our bandwagon.
I don't even wanna count how many of us, yet we could click & create happy moments together;
more than I've ever asked for.

Despite life sucking up most of my time and dedicating it to endless dreadful work,
I have 3 active cells (amoebas) who never failed to bring the liveliness and hope in me
by recreating and revaluing our friendship and bringing more friends to me!

More than thankful for them (:

The bond we hold and the kinship I'll always treasure.

The love in everyone of you all.

I've never had that much gratitudes in all aspects of life,
apart from the love I've received from everyone whom love.

...But there's so much time to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

...And I'm thinking four is better than two. (:

Penny for my philosophy

2011-03-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Wise men once said that we should not take life too seriously.
I do agree to a substantial extent that we should never take anything too serious,
yet to succeed, I trust myself to be serious in everything I do.

& it never failed me;

its either I give the whole of my heart or none,
I'm dead serious!

Live to Love Life

2011-03-27T02:15:00.001+08:00

Travel to love, love to travel

& an ever better way to love life;
shopping to the hearts content,
limitless bargaining & thoughtless buying!

MY ANNUAL RETURN SHALL BE DEEMED, SOON! (:

Work-less Wednesday

2011-03-23T17:53:00.002+08:00

As I am sitting on the stained cushioned chair, swinging aside and trying as hard to struggle with my inner-self in absorbing knowledge (or words and more words I'll ever have to encounter) from prof on organizations, I can't help but discover something abreast; something I would have never felt if not for this pleasant distraction.

The beauty of aging and the chance to have impaired eyesight. After some 2 centuries of living. It is that very moment that these thin pieces of lens appeared magical to me, like that of a disappearing bunny in the hat at the swing of the magician's wand. MAGIC and the exciting amaze. How blurred words in faint background became clear and bright, as neat and accurately placed right behind the lens. Amidst all hatred and whinings, I have never felt that truthfully thankful for the great invention and intelligence of some great others.

To that, many cheers and gratitudes. The correction in eyesight was necessary in reminding me to cherish what we have and treasure life more than ever before. God giving us chances for not being meticulous enough in loving thyself and looking into our health.

Signs of deterioration are reminders. Live life, love life. (:
Despite the freezing temperature and constant mumblings, I had the best cup of tea I could ever ask for to sit me through the 6 hours of mental torture. On a side note, it really does feel good to be a student and to be bored to death by mindless distracting lectures. Last few thou, another indication that youth is depleting!

Bro is gone for his Korea trip. Hope all is fine, safe and sound for him and his crews!

Growing pains

2011-03-10T02:54:00.004+08:00

As I'm nearing mid-twenties (HATE TO SAY THAT VERY MUCH), there are many issues concerning me. I went through pages and forums and came by a conclusion that vitamin supplement pills should be intruding my life anytime from now and perhaps its time I go for annual body check ups too?

WHAT DO YOU THINK?

Looking back, I wondered why I wanted to turn into an adult so badly during sweet teenage years. Perhaps I was stupid and foolish (still excusable at that age! :/) - those were the best days!

COUNTLESS REMORSE! ARGHHHHH!

Dearest Throat

2011-03-08T03:03:00.001+08:00

WHY AM I CONSISTENTLY FALLING SICK
LIKE EVERY MONTH?

FML & MY STUPID THROAT!

P/S: Stains on tongue is due to lozenges! I clean and scrip them twice daily ok!

The swollen cells and lumps have been haunting me since then....

When will this battle end?

Incorrigible

2011-03-07T18:12:00.005+08:00

To my utmost horror, the green tea coffee that Teri got me from the KL trip was short of so many packets when I opened the kitchen cabinet! Damn upset, I knew I shouldn't have left it there! I only get that once a year, and she got me this year in preparations for the upcoming late nights that I would have to put up for, in order to complete my education once and for all!

With only FOUR pathetic packets, I probably would have to find other ways out.
LAW paper alone would require more than that already, there's still AUDIT.
KILL ME PLS!

What disappoints me most is being taken for granted. But its ok, it takes both hands to clap, so if I would have just left it on my desk... but since its for preparations of his exams, I hope the results would prove the worth of those precious greentea-infused coffee powder!

STILL, MAJOR POUTS! :(

That aside, no point sheding over spilt milk.
Sunday was kinda good and simple(again), attended the URS sales at some factory place where carpark is so bloody limited, got no shoes or heels but one kick-ass 28" bright pink luggage for my US trip! and I've got my fav pasta for lunch and a heartwarming dinner at heartlanders place, ABC market in celebration for Ws's birthday - more of a gathering that we've never had since long! (:

Here's my korean pal, WRRRRAYNE!

Satisfying Saturday

2011-03-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Waking up to sufficient slumber and lunch on the dining table is so so desirable! Given that now my tuition schedule has integrated into my weekends. My Saturday was unbelievably superb albeit plain. D's exam preparations always kills the mood, any day; aunt pampered us with foot reflex in the night on her and D's parents took away Astons for our dinner!

Think about it, free massage and Astons on a weekend without the queue!

What more can I wish for?

OH YA, I could have KOI too, but I've got no feel for that!

PERFECT ENOUGH? (:

Penny for my thoughts

2011-03-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

Recently I have an influx of thoughts; random thoughts!

Just yesterday I was sharing with Laura about how fortunate people borned with silver spoon are, having grand celebrations and parties in posh hotels and brands, brands and brands for presents at young age; to which I don't mean Perlini Silver, Adidas or Nike kind of brand but high-end like Rolex, Salvatore Ferragamo, Givenchy, our favourite classic CC and Tiffy is basic! :(

Our society is so over-exposed at young age that 'materialistic' is in our blood! So people with over-concerned judgements, stop judging anyone else about them being materialistic, EVERYONE IS!

Like I've said and posted, how is it that some of us are borned with all the best things in life yet others, despite slogging all their lives, gets nowhere near?

My solution that I've derived? Accumulate more good karma for next life perhaps?

WE ARE ALL BORN THIS WAY, LIVE IT WHINY BITCHES! :)

*Ka-ching* one penny for my first thought. MUCH MORE TO COME!

Leaving office nao!

家家有本难念的经

2011-02-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

“人人想过好光阴

家家有本难念的经
有几对好夫妻呀
有几个好家庭
人人想过好光阴
家家有本难念的经
有的是没金钱呀有的是没感情
无钱有感情穷呀穷开心
有钱没感情富哟富伤心
难得有钱又有情
有的是饱暖又思淫
把好好的家庭搅的不太平

你若想过好光阴
做人不能不正经
别靠着有金钱啊
就伤了好感情！”

Post BSC Emotions

2010-11-18T16:17:00.001+08:00

This year's BSC was much busier, workload was heavier but its all in line with the fun shared and experience gained! Joy, fun, seasons in the sun though most of the days were pouring cats and dogs which ended up in unexpected extension of event and days to work! No issues with working AT ALL - TOTALLY!

Greatest lunch, best job with benefits and good $$, nicest bosses and colleagues to work with & transport to and from doorstep. I don't think there's anything i can whine! :)

& just in a twitch of eye, 12 days have passed however reluctant i was about it. Albeit being energy-drained completely, my sleeping routine was somewhat healthier tuned & i do find myself waking up naturally in the morning, stomach churning nearing lunch hours and little appetite for late meals at night! I PRAY THAT IT LAST!

Anyway, there are some photos taken by the professional for us, its in my mail and I'm lazy to retrieve! Will upload when I have the urge to! HEHEHEE!

& in no time, I'll be whining and ranting about how much I missed everyone and missed working in Sentosa... I can totally foresee that! ONE MORE YEAR!

I should be loving October but......

2010-10-20T02:50:00.003+08:00

BUT I LOVE YOU & I LOVE YOU BUT;
same words but when BUT is in different placings,
you'll get an adverse effect!

Life works the same way isn't it?
Ever amazed by paradox of bitch life.

It was not until last weekend..
..that i discovered true love for photobooth!

I'm saving up for my APPLE of my eye! :D

& despite having recovered from last week's heat rush
from all the late nights & exhaustion..

..the bloody haze out there is failing my immune system again!

WHY AM I SO WEAK? :'c

& why am i on a constant losing streak in mahjong!

Invisible presence

2010-10-18T23:22:00.001+08:00

Its kinda amusing how someone can not recognize another's presence when they are sitting side by side. Life's pretty amusing isn't it?

Soulmate or lover?

2010-09-30T02:44:00.002+08:00

"Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Don't ever let them go."

Is there a line between soulmate and lover - like that of fighter and lover?

P/S: Not here, not there. I'm just good, idling on the shallow part of the deep sea
freely, motionlessly & helplessly, waiting for the waves to push me further
- where i'll slowly drown.

LOVE THE WAY YOU LIED

2010-09-23T02:12:00.002+08:00

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

SO I WONDER

2010-09-19T03:44:00.003+08:00

Single guys club to mingle and find girls to get attached;
VICE VERSA???????

The things I never did

2010-09-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

Years after years,
I'm still pondering & tempted.

Ignorance is bliss, not always

2010-09-14T21:32:00.005+08:00

Back then when communications are less advanced, we could easily point our fingers to the unavailability and inaccessibility of channels when the correct messages were not conveyed, when last minute shit happens (all the time) and when communications are limited.

Now that we are widely exposed and bombarded with overgrowing and empowering technology, who could we blame when miscommunication still exists as a barrier?

IGNORANCE.

Bloody sucker

2010-09-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

Every time i see myself falling in tormenting pain and weakness, i mock at myself for wise people said, once bitten twice shy. I learnt it by words, not by actions. Once, a fool, twice, fool again. THRICE, FUCKING LOSER FOOL!

I SHLD JUST FUCK OFF!

How many life experiences must i go through before i learn?

Mark the last warning

2010-08-31T23:08:00.001+08:00

Love works in miracles every day; such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy.

I mean it when I say I don't like those words on me.
I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE I DON'T LIKE!

What if tomorrow never comes..

2010-08-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

What if tomorrow never comes & you never get a chance to do what you want to do, say what you want to say, feel what you want to feel, express what you've always beneath your heart & let known what you've wanted people to know? This is nothing we can foresee and prepare for, it can happen to anyone of us, anytime and anywhere.

Departures will soon set in and become common like our daily meals consumption as we grow, so age gracefully, age; adulthood is no joke. So many things you have to take, so many things to hide, so many things to keep, so many things to let go, so many things to face. What i abhor most - chapter of departures. Anyone, just by the thought of anyone leaving, will trigger the slightest droplets of tear in my eyes. I HATE THIS PART - always! I'm never good at bidding goodbyes.

Learn from every step you take, every experience you've undertaken. If my tomorrow never comes, I will definitely want people around me to know what I feel truthfully about them and how genuinely I care and love every single one of you closely to my heart - even until it stop beating.

FAMILY - we have our unique bond despite our individual independence that was gifted. I love my daddy, mummy and didi much - tho the entire family suck at expressing love and concern. Deep down inside is where we find our sense of belonging and closure. I have two supportive aunts whom I love and admire, they are strong feminines whom i look up to. Nonetheless, they are always there, ever-ready to lend a hand and opening ears. My two cousins are adorable and smart, a pity how responsibility grows as age increases and forces us out into the spikeful society, I could no longer afford time with them like I used to. I am fortunate to have my nanny side whom i love and dotes on me as much - especially my popo and taku. They are always concerned about the ongoings of our lives despite non-blood related. We're close like family. These are the poeple close to my heart and are always in my prayers. & my grandma and grandpa whom i dearly missed.

FRIENDS - It was FOKS then MJ, LYF and JT in poly followed by F4 in uni and people whom are constantly in touch with me, like my BOOMZ, JA team, Jasshit, KC, Chow... As long as we still talk like before and the feeling is as vintage and real, you're still occupying a space in my (Y). These are people whom I love a little lesser than my family but are nevertheless closely linked to my heart. Every single one of you made my life and filled it with joy and happiness no one could ever give. I don't have to list - you know who you are, you know i care about u as much and love you like i always do. THANKS FOR BEING REAL, I'M GRATEFUL YOU WERE PART OF MY LIFE. Thank you TONG for everything and always being there for me! & MJ tooooo! (Y)(Y)(Y)

TAY - They filled the missing piece of puzzle I've always been searching, minimized the gap between stories and reality for they imparted me with the warmth and love an impressive bonded family would have. They are fortunate people, and I definitely feel much more fortunate to always be welcomed and be able to participate in the activities as a member. I'm grateful to be able to feel such heartwarming love of a close family. How more truly blessed can I be?

DTKW - Not being oblivious to the fact that he definitely played the humongous role in my life - similar to that of an organ for me to function well. I can't operate well without him though I wouldn't say he is the final piece to perfection - no he's not when he treats me like SHIT occassionally? We have our ups and downs but he filled nearly a third of my life - how less important can he be to me? ILUCCDWYZ! Thanks for bringing joy and love to my life and for all the pain and tears that makes me feel alive - which is too constant a reminder to me tho!

I could have written a testimonial like passage for everyone that matters to me that no one will be interested in - not until I'm gone. But I would be gone with no regrets, knowing that I have learnt to love and have received enough love. Here, I've penned down my words just in case my tomorrow never comes. My love will still be burning - as passionately as before, for everyone whom I'm closely connected to - the veins that are linked to my heart for it to pump!

You'll always feel my ♥

2010-08-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly,
And pray the Lord your soul to keep
.
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss,
And call you back for just one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
And play them back throughout my days.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you,"
Instead of assuming you know I do.

So just in case tomorrow never comes,
And today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you,
And I hope we never will forget,
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
Young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
You get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
Why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
You'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
For a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
And you were too busy to grant someone,
What turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
And whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much and
You'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay",
And if tomorrow never comes,
You'll have no regrets about today.

"Independent" is a heavy word

2010-07-22T03:25:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine inspired me today, amidst our long uninterrupted conversations; it was this very sentence that kept me pondering and pondering and in correspondence, sorting out the paranoia thoughts within me became elementary.

"We're alone when we exist and that, we shall be when we part."

Footprints of others may make some part of us and make us selfless nevertheless, but we shall never neglect that we are responsible for our very own lives and for this, we shall be independent and freed from everyone's judgments and perspectives and set out a path with thoughts and minds alike individualism - lead your own life and follow your heart albeit all else.

Indisputable, stronger self in building.

P/S: Back from hiatus!

Shepherd pie crave

2010-07-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

A few weeks ago, i had this sudden crave for shepherd pie;
then i ordered a delivery for it the very following day.

& consumed it straight for 3 meals,
4 to be exact since i continued to eat it the next day!

It was le shiok, kinda sick to be eating it consecutively for meals
but its never too sick since it was that goooood!

This very faithful night, my cravings for it grew out of nowhere
& i foresee myself greedily digging into every portion of it......

SAY TOMORRRROOOOOW'S LUNCH!

P/S: On the contrary, i have no idea why it is named shepherd pie since shepherds are known to be the super kind and faithful sheep care-takers who are that tender to the sheeeep...
whom, maybe out of extreme starvation and anger one day, one shepherd decided he wanted to taste the sweet tender flesh of sheep and mixing with all awesome ingredients..
SHEPHERD PIE IS CREATED, SICKLY, GRUESOMELY..

yet AWESOMELY!
but i don't take lamb, so chicken is gooooood, way goood enough!

Face the reality

2010-06-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

BEING NICE IS UNWISE!

It doesn't pay to be kind and nice seriously,
at the end of the day, you get bitten, you lose out & get hurt..

& none of it bothers the opposite party.

THIS IS HOW THE WORLD WORKS!

As much as i convinced myself for the hundredth time,
not to be upset over this useless juvenile small matter..

i can't get it off my mind & i'm affected!!

JUST, DID I DO ANYTHING WRONG TO DESERVE THIS?

I seriously seriously f seriously don't think so!

I was slapped with overwhelming (un)welcome news on 31st May,
2 days before i left, one bad news.
1 day straight after i returned, THREE MORE!!!

The start of June is bad enough to judge...
HOW TO SURVIVE THROUGH?

HAPPY MAY-DAY(S)

2010-06-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

The sinful crap but worthy meal we shouldn't have had...

RBF that got me rocketskyhigh!

A&W A&W A&W A&W A&W you can't find in SG!

WITHOUT DOUBTS, ME ENJOYED MY FANTASTIC WEEKEND W ♥.

Epiphany

2010-05-24T03:50:00.003+08:00

I experienced an epiphany some moments ago; love is often simply amazing yet there are things about human that we can't surest. Whatever is it, epiphany epiphany epiphany, this word kinda seemed to stuck in my mind.

I had too heavy a dinner (its my first meal btw) and now, i still feel lethargic and lazy and drained despite doing nothing productive except eating and my routine run! Speaking of which, i was interrupted and rather turned off/scared off by this bangla which i overtook since he was smoking and i don't wanna inhale polluted air... that took me 5 seconds to realise he was beside me (DIM LIGHTS AT THE TURNS, IT WAS VERY DARK!!!!). Anyways, we were quite a distant away when i realised he ran beside me and asked me to SHHHHHH when my heart skipped a beat and almost pulse almost went flat upon seeing him, it was so dark and scary and nobody else was there and he kinda like mumbled a few words as i reached for my devices (i didn't hear him, i was on full blast "they got nothing on you...baby,......") and then he ran towards the block of flats across.

By then i was kinda petrified and lost, i decided to stop at 3. Nothing wrong with running at that hour which i always did, i met strange and weird people and PRCs who weren't scary enough to make me stop. Didn't expect anyone would have such aura to ward me off, Bs!!!! I need brighter lights to see clearer, thought cockroaches were the only things invisible in dark! End of my encounter with scary B!

Okay, back to UGLY BETTY, HERBAL TEA, ALMOND MILK CHEWY JNR AND RESEARCH METHODS!

& this was last summer's mug-tgt shot,
we didn't take any this year!!! :(

I MISSSSS US & THE SILLY FUN WE HAVE!

If only everyday was as sweet as Sunday

2010-05-23T18:28:00.003+08:00

AWW, how worst can a lonely Sunday be with sweet texts coming in sequentially once i disembarked myself from my slumber adventures since an hour ago!!

I LOVE YOU TODAY & WE'RE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER!

can't get any betttttteeeer, AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

Its such a lazy Sunday and i can't get enough of procrastinating and bumming around..
& YOUR VIRTUAL PRESENCE!

AM GOING OUT FOR DINNER, MAD STARVING!

Nothing endures but change

2010-05-23T04:17:00.002+08:00

TRUE FRIENDSHIP
ISN'T BEING INSEPARABLE,
ITS BEING SEPARATED...

...& NOTHING CHANGES.

AWWW MY FAKE FRIEND

2010-05-22T01:11:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA.

No particular reasons for this post, just merely...

tickled pink we're still friends, fake friends :)

& we will be meeting up reallly soooon yipppyyayayayayYAY!

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO & i shall start dating everyone out!

KICK MY ASS & MAKE ME MUG!

2010-05-11T03:35:00.002+08:00

I'M DOING EVERYTHING EXCEPT STUDYING!
Likewtfamidoingnowright, 3 MORE DAYS TO FIRST PAPER, 2ND TRY SOMEMORE!

OKAY, FINISH PLANNING HOLIDAYS BY TMR,
SO THAT AT LEAST THAT WILL MOTIVATE ME TO MUG BETTER
FOR PAPERS & LOOOOOOK FORWARD TO MONTH END!

SOOO MANY CHANGES GONNA TAKE PLACE THIS MONTH!
I AM SERIOUSLY PONDERING, BUT MAYBE ITS NOT UP TO ME,
THIS TIME :(

How now brown cow??

2010-05-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

...but i can't afford it. NOW. :(

Hatred needed

2010-05-04T03:40:00.002+08:00

I've got plenty of planning to do before i start feeling remorseful.
Work, tuition, parents pressure, exams stress from students, exams stress from myself,
work stress, distractions incurring stress, staring at the thick pile of notes kinda stress,
haven't get engine started stress, engine stall stress &
all kinds of stress you can think of.

ITS THE STRESSFUL PERIOD.

END OF MAY, I LOOK FORWARD TO!

I skipped work today but not my multiple tuition sessions.
I hate myself for not having that much energy and required motivation
to accomplish all things. PLAN, WORK, ACCOMPLISH!

Guess my status?

2010-04-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

Which one am I classified under?

Maybe ♥ with laurent bernard as of now;
very, sextremely orgasmic-ally obsessed.

Haven't had it for a long time, baby!

A prima vista

2010-04-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

i feel like this could be my blog,
for it fills the tune and melody of my sad songs with lyrics so meaningfully composed, they actually express exactly what i'm trying to get across - appassionato.

I just ain't good at translating my emotions into literate words; thanks for doing that for me. Many many credits!

Why so emo?

2010-04-26T01:28:00.002+08:00

what hurts the most is
talking to him on the phone
like everything is okay...

but then when you hang up,
you realized he didn't say
"I LOVE YOU"
like he used to...

with credits, tumblr user. :)

Insensitive Indeed

2010-04-24T14:21:00.004+08:00

Clearly, researchers have found evidence to prove the insensitivity of you GUYS!!

HAVE GOT A BLASTING LOAD OF THINGS TO BE ACCOMPLISHED!

Unsettled issue

2010-04-21T22:35:00.004+08:00

SAME DATE, SAME ISSUE, SAME REPLIES, SAME CONCLUSION.

& ITS STILL THE SAME!

CHANGES AREN'T NECESSARILY BAD, REALLY!

SICK LIKE DOG, DAY THREE.

SICK LIKE DOG

2010-04-19T22:01:00.001+08:00

Are the instore collections all so awesome
or has the sickness taken its toll on my vision???

Its like everything is so pwrreeeetttttyyy!

SNEEZING INSANELY LIKE NEVER BEFORE, BYE!

This is life

2010-04-18T01:01:00.002+08:00

Poverty was an immutable fact of life for the unfortunate; harrowing & distressing.

This is life.

March to April

2010-03-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

I've got so many things to be accomplished in so little time, sometimes i wished i could have more time, 24 hours just ain't enough - so cliche! But that's one part of it, another quintessential, more energy to drain and less carbs!

We've come to the end of March whether we like it or not.
& i bankrupted myself in texas poker last night too, whether i like it or not.

KNS!
So worn out & drowsy throughout the day, even B-complex can't help!

HOW???

Dopest weekend!

2010-03-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Candid yet beautiful;
with far far away really far far away!

Had the most fabulous weekend tho (again,) i missed the FLB flea!
It was pretty much worth it but lunch could be so much better if they heeded my advice!

Garrett popcorn is the bomb man, worth every gram of carb intake!

Pay to feel bad

2010-03-26T02:05:00.002+08:00

Paying to feel terrible is one of the most common and inevitable move that we often make.
Just like this early noon, I generously forked out for my gum and teeth to be tortured under the irritating dental equipments.

I am never fond of dental check up, yet everything deteriorate as we grow older...
Another unavoidable.

Met up with KC & MJ to mug, minimal productivity but its always better than staying at home and ignoring the notes hopelessly. I was truly immersed by a particular sentence, it kinda make me ponder throughout my rounds just now.

At least someone notices the effort i've put in.

Can't be any more pleased! :)

D IS TWENTY TWOOOO!

2010-03-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Handmade pop up card, adorable right!

Every time of the year, i'll get to put my creative cells in good use. :)

We rocked the early moments of his 22nd w the very similar ice-cream cake
my brother gave me on my bday. It was too unforgettably sinful & heavenly.

Needless to mention, we tucked ourselves to bed with stomach filled with
Reverso chocolate ice-cream and 3 sugar bread sticks. Sweeet & sinful!

Short & simple & sweet enough.
Hope D is pleased w the celebration & his presents. :)
& lets pray tgt that he'll grow up soon!

D's Advanced Celebration

2010-03-23T02:17:00.004+08:00

The cake in the picture kinda sucked based on the feedbacks from the guys;
it was cheesecake from NYDC. I don't eat tho!

D's birthday celebration at Crystal Jade Steamboat on Saturday evening followed by a movie at Cathay and a mahjong game at his house with his campmates before we called it a day!

The guys whacked the xiao long baos the very moment we were seated at our deserted cosy corner, and orders were at least ten baskets per time! SCARY!
Highest record consumed was 22 if i'm not mistaken; in the short span of 1.5hr!

You can simply judge from his face right, tho abit unglam! :P

Fact proven, buffet with army guys confirm won't lose out!

Caught "Kidnapper" thereafter.
Its kinda worth watching and I was rather impressed with the plot and story.
A few of them beg to differ tho. Quite well done for a local production I would say!

& so, somehow or rather,
there goes my weeekend, in a slight twitch of eye!

HAPPY BIRD-DAY BBD!
YOU STILL SUCK!

XOXOXOXO

Yan can cook, so can I

2010-03-22T01:30:00.000+08:00

Cream of Mushroom with loads of shitake mushrooms!

Al Fungi with thick tomato sauce

Nutritious meal combined with a cup of cranberry fruit juice.

That was for lunch, one fine weekend afternoon.
& i survived till now which justified something...

I CAN COOK!!

Evidence of my cooking skills provided, stop judging me you assholes!

Things have been taxing and tough lately. Have to make it so ugly and terrible,
thank god there was sufficient time to clean up the mess & go with the plan.

Yet, there's no utility level, no maximum satisfaction.
& most importantly, too minimal a happiness to be measured.

Gonna work it out, don't we?

World's biggest sucker

2010-03-20T01:49:00.002+08:00

When will i ever learn to swim???

"A girl doesn't need anyone who don't need her"
Marilyn Monroe

Never trust somebody who thinks you're crazy

2010-03-19T00:51:00.004+08:00

Some people tend to forget their duties and roles but remember their rights.
& sometimes we give in to these rights not bcos we admit defeat, approve or like them.
Its an action to show that we do care. Yet a right is not an entitlement to negligence of duties and roles. & its certainly not something you can cross.

Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to a better understanding of ourselves.
For a moment, i thought, you weren't really the one...

...right from the start.

END OF THE WEEEEK SOON!
just returned from my running and its absofkinglutely shiok, esp with purple skies carpeted right above me and drops and drops of perspiration spattering on my wet shoulder.

Tmr's gonna be real busssssssssssssssy!

Marching over March

2010-03-18T02:23:00.005+08:00

There's always a way to work things out, cos the world is round and what goes around comes around. This can't be wrong! :)

I've been extremely worn out by this life of mine lately, motivation-less.
Or maybe not, there's a tinge of it when i ogle at bags on the sites for 5 hours?
Guess its the pre-PMS period, soon be gone.
& soon, i'll also have loads of bags, don't know what has gotten into me.
OBSESSED & OBLIVIOUS TO MY OBSESSION!

Jack Neo incident is getting on my nerves; it was shockingly interesting and juicy initially but things got a little too extreme and dull, and predictable. Don't understand why newspapers are still making it the headline despite 12 days of enlarged fonts front-page publications!

I'll never possess the magnanimosity of his wife. That's why i always thought independence is vital in survival in this cruel world where every slightest amazing (unwanted) possibility could happen!

I'VE NOT BEEN ON TRACK W MY SCHEDULES & GOALS!! :(

& D's BDAY IS COMING and i haven't got any faintest idea of gifts for him.

DAAAAAAMMMMMNNNN!!

Inspiration dried up at the very instant i logged in - another boring entry! YAY!

2010-03-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

K in her wonderland

2010-03-09T17:03:00.002+08:00

Last weekend, boyf and I caught Alice in the Wonderland 3d once it was officially on screen. My stomach wasn't at its best condition yet we smuggled BK in since there isn't much choices for food at that hour. Albeit sick, i still have 2 tuition sessions to run, only thing i managed to escape was morning shift work so that i could tuck my tummy in bed.

3d is cool but once again, having specs on for the entire show is damn tedious, plus we have to figure out what we're putting into our mouth while enjoying the movie. Not easy i tell you!!

The show wasn't as fantastic as we expected it to be, abit overrated but nice graphics and motions! Love the red queen and tweedledee tweedledum. Simply adorable!! Weekends were short and simple, and at a twitch of eye, we're reaching the mid of March soon!

& at this point of time, i have so much frustration contained within myself. Unsure of its roots, but the weather has a part to play for sure! ARGHHHHHH!